tears

I cried today
not because I wanted to
because
I HAD to.

Tears
washes the pain
washes the frustrations
washes the insecurities

temporary relief for the soul.

dreams

When I close my eyes
My mind takes me to where you are
or finds a meeting point
a compromise
an in-between
between where i am
and where you are

To see you once again
and feel you close
t'is more than enough

Umbrella

The moon is up tonight.
Nice and bright and round.
The stars are out and about.
Little dots that stand out in the blackness.
I have been thinking of you lately
I miss you dearly.
Though separated by miles,
It's comforting to know that,
We are still under the same umbrella.
Yes that same umbrella
bridging the distance.

Hate

I hate the feeling of being all alone
I hate it.

I hate the feeling of being a burden
I hate it.

I hate the feeling of being plagued by depression
I hate it.

I hate it that there's no one on earth who cares enough to really listen
I hate it.

I hate it when I don't know how to help myself
I freaking hate it.

Hate is a strong emotion and I hate it.

The Weepies

Oh man i SO LOVE the Weepies. They rock my world. This is my favourite song.

"Not Your Year"

Scattered shadows on a wall, you watch the long light fall
Some impressions stay and some will fade
Tattered shoes outside your door, clothes all on the floor
Your life feels like the morning after all year long.

Every day it starts again
You cannot say if you're happy
You keep trying to be
Try harder, maybe this is not your year.

Movies, TV screens reflect just what you expected
There's a world of shiny people somewhere else
Out there following their bliss
living easy, getting kissed
while you wonder what else you're doing wrong

Breathe through it, write a list of desires
Make a toast, make a wish, slash some tires
Paint a heart repeating, beating "don't give up, don't give up, don't give up."